"The
oldest and most intense emotion of humanity is fear, and the oldest and most
intense of fears is the fear of the unknown." (Lovecraft)
Lately I
been thinking about what things I'm afraid, what things scare me, but I do not
have an answer, I'm not sure. The truth is that I do not have a specific fear,
I think that as the average person, I have a small fear of multiple things,
things that are related to an unknown nature, something I can not understand,
something that produces a sensation unpleasant, in summary form something that
produces a negative sensation, this is based on fear. But if I have to say
something specific, where all these sensations and conditions are maximized, I
simply do not have, for the moment I do not have a phobia.
If I have
to choose the ones closest to a phobia, I think it's public speaking, when it's
my turn to present myself in front of an audience, it does not matter if I know
the public, I feel uncomfortable, I have a hard time concentrating, I feel
anxious, courage in me vanishes
